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CommuniChi at the Seattle Race Conference

Wednesday, September 1st, 2010

For those of you who could not attend the Seattle Race Conference, I’m sharing an edited transcript of the talk I gave there. I hope to post a ten minute video on You Tube soon. Thanks especially to Dove John and Jacque Larrainzar for their help at the conference. Jacque co-presented with me. Look for notes from her talk coming soon.

Hi, My name is Jordan Van Voast, I work at CommuniChi, a community acupuncture clinic on Beacon Hill in Seattle. I’m excited to be here today with Jacque Larrainzar  to help facilitate this conversation around racism and health care and to make new friends and allies in this work.. As Jacque and I are going to talk about, the beginning, middle, and end of this work is all about community.  Building community so that we can create healthy community. So today, you are my community and I’m hoping that in the next hour  we can all learn something together and maybe share some laughs.

Any doctors in the room?  No? Okay then. Did you hear the one about the  patient who asked a doctor whether he could get acupuncture? The doctor said, “we don’t use acupuncture here, we just stick you with the bill!” Or, the patient who called her acupuncturist and said her back was hurting?  The acupuncturist said “take two thumb tacks and call me in the morning”.

Too often conference presentations are left brained intellectual, inside the box thinking – which misses the entire point of how to connect as community with our whole hearts and minds. We need to share information, but we also need to experience the power of community as transformative energy, so we can reshape dysfunctional power systems to serve us instead of oppress us. So let’s start with some Qi Gong exercises in a circle and feel our breath go in and out of our bodies.

What is acupuncture? – acupuncture is the insertion of hair fine needles into specific points of the body for the purpose of healing.  Recent evidence suggests it may be at least 7000 years old and not exclusively from China. A corpse found mummified inside a glacier near the Austrian-Italian border had tattoos on his body at or near several acupuncture points. However, the most extensive body of literature to be found about acupuncture originates from China beginning around two millenia ago. Today, the WHO recognizes acupuncture as effective for nearly 4 dozen common conditions –  Neuromusculoskeletal – arthritis, insomnia, dizziness, joint pain; Emotional – stress, anxiety, depression; Circulatory – hypertension, angina, anemia; Respiratory – allergies, asthma, emphysema, bronchitis; Gastrointestinal – nausea, indigestion, constipation, diarrhea, gastritis, ulcers. It’s quite comprehensive, and except for surgery, it can treat anything that pills can treat, though from a completely different paradigm.

Many people seem to think that acupuncture came to the U.S. in 1972 following Nixon’s visit to China, but in fact, Chinese immigrants brought it with them in the 1850s.

The theory underlying health in Chinese medicine is based upon the balance between Yin and Yang. Yin and Yang correspond to relational pairs within any system or conceptual framework: Mind-Body. Man and Nature. Male-Female. Winter-Summer, Night-Day, Moon-Sun, White-Black. So this interdependence, and interconnection is not limited to medicine, but extends to everything, including the social environment. The health of each one of us is related to the health of all humanity and the Earth ecosystem as a whole. So extrapolating from this basic tenet of Chinese medicine, one can infer that because humanity is a circular family, where all of us are connected in one way or another, racism harms everyone. That’s why it’s important to stop it, in all its many hidden manifestations.

Let’s talk about acupuncture education. In the U.S., in order to be an acupuncturist, one needs to complete a 3-4 year Masters level program in order to practice.  The cost to attend acupuncture school…and this should be your first clue as to the institutional racism that exists in this profession…has skyrocketed in the past 15 years.

•              1995: $20 to $30,000 total;

•              2010: $75,000 to $125,000.

•              So obviously that’s going to place a lot of restrictions on who gets to practice acupuncture, where it is practiced, and for whom.

So let’s look at the racism and classism in acupuncture in a bit more depth…

•              High Cost of Services. Typically, $65 to $200 per session at most clinics. So a course of treatments could easily run from five hundred to several thousand dollars, since most conditions require multiple sessions. The upper middle class assumption here seems to be that insurance should pay. Unfortunately, insurance coverage in America is increasingly a marker of racial disparity and as Michael Moore pointed out in the movie, “Sicko”, managed care does not have as it’s main purpose, taking care of the public, but instead, is focused on maximizing profits for shareholders.

•              Acupuncturists are taught in practice management classes to “charge what you are worth”, bizarrely linking one’s self esteem with the degree of audacity one has by setting high fees. From a community perspective, one’s worth would logically be tied to what you give to the community, not how much you can get from it.

•              Intellectual Elitism or “the Expert Syndrome” in medicine. And that certainly is present in acupuncture.  As I went through acupuncture school, I felt a certain sense of intellectual smugness in my school. We were considered ourselves ambassadors of precious knowledge but I do not recall a single discussion in any of my classes on issues of white privilege or racial disparity in health care.  Acupuncture and Chinese medicine has a bit of mystical aura to it, so it’s not surprising that there would be a strong tendency to step into a role of high priest classism that looks down on the public, providing ego-justification to exclude large segments of the population.   Another brazen assumption often heard in practice management classes is that people who value their health care will figure out a way to pay your fees, being somewhat clueless to the fact that of course every sane person does value their health, but when faced with a choice between food, rent, and elective, out of pocket health care expenses, will nearly always choose the former over the latter.  Needless to say, this attitude, practically invisible to those who hold it, is intensely alienating to people of color.

In a more general context, the medical profession in America has a history of glorifying itself at the expense of those it is designed to support.  Although medical historians refer to “ heroic medicine” as  having ended 150 years ago, the unspoken assumption prevails to this day,  that disease can be objectified as a particular virus or form of cancer and that the preferred mode of treatment is surgery, radiation, and/or chemotherapy. One can draw parallels between the sword of the conquistador and the internalized militarism of medicine. I’m not suggesting for a moment that people forgo conventional medical care for cancer or AIDS. Once the body has reached a certain state of disequilibrium, then  radical (or conventional depending upon one’s perspective) means are called for. But why not look at disease as a state of imbalance (rather than an evil within), and health  as an empowering awareness that each person is ultimately capable of assessing for themselves?  This dilemma underscores the division between a system of medicine controlled by an elite group of experts versus a medicine that is accessible and affordable for everyone.

The acupuncture profession, in its desire to be accepted by the mainstream medical players of America, is in danger of forsaking its roots as a medicine available to everyone, in order to arrive at the corporate managed care (profits before people) model. Currently, there is a faction within the acupuncture profession pushing for an entry level Doctorate in Acupuncture. In other words, everyone would need to attain this credential in order to practice acupuncture. Great for schools, and bureaucrats, but more barriers for patients, and more unmanageable debt for students. This egotistical reach for grander titles does not acknowledge the reality that most Americans cannot afford the high prices that acupuncturists typically charge, and that trend certainly isn’t going to reverse itself with more years of required education.

And unfortunately, this medical elitism, perpetuates a disempowerment of patients, teaching them that they cannot take responsibility for their own health.  And so we remain trapped in an expensive war on “the enemy” – whether that enemy is internal (virus), or external (terrorist). High medical costs, lack of access to medical care, extensive taxation, and reductions in social services – we are told – are lamentable, but necessary consequences of winning the war (on either front). My local library system is closed for the week, paying off the economic collapse, the origins of which are complex, but for the purposes of this analysis, can be summed up as the end result of an unjust and racist system.  Meanwhile, a few profiteering individuals make millions off of these internal and external wars.

•              Redlining. Another factor is redlining. Redlining is the practice of denying services to specific, often racially determined areas.  Jacque spoke of this in a broader context, and it definitely happens in acupuncture. How does it occur? Simple…acupuncturists…who as a rule, face a difficult challenge succeeding in business, set up their clinics in wealthier, more affluent areas….those areas where people are more able to afford high out of pocket expenses or who would more likely have comprehensive health insurance. In Seattle, that would primarily be in the north end,  which is more white, less racially diverse, in part due to the redlining practices of real estate agents and banks before this practice was exposed.  This is a good example of high institutional racism is compounded and reinforced by multiple causes in a racist society.

•              Medical materialism. Acupuncture is frequently marketed as a spa like experience, with exotic cultural overlays such as Chinese art objects, calligraphy, zen gardens and  waterfalls in the waiting rooms). All of these things are aesthetically pleasing and  appeal to upper middle class materialistic tendencies, but have no functional purpose in terms of optimizing health in the community.  To the extent that acupuncture has become a consumer experience, it is viewed as just another individual relationship that upper class folks can purchase, sending a message to people of color that this medicine is not for them.

•              Privacy. Related to this is our American obsession with privacy. Although there are legitimate areas where privacy values need to be protected, especially in this era of data tracking and data mining, etc….the idea that somehow we all need our own private treatment room for a fully clothed medical procedure is – from a community perspective  – simply another wasteful American practice of overconsuming scarce resources. Private treatment rooms cost money and divides society into those that can afford the room, and those who can’t.  That isn’t to say that in community acupuncture there is no privacy, and all your personal details are shared with everyone in the room. No, that’s definitely not the case….it’s never difficult to arrange a private conversation and usually all it requires is a not so high-tech procedure known as…..w    h    i    s    p    e    r    i   n    g.

•              Lack of diversity amongst practitioners. Very few people of color (except Asians) represented in the acupuncture profession. 70.4% white 21.6% Asian 5.2% “other“. (2010 NCCAOM) Poorly funded study doesn’t even seem to acknowledge that “other” is excluding huge parts of the American population.  According to a recent U.S. census, the American population is 80% white, 13% black, 16% Hispanic, 1% American Indian, 5% Asian. The fact that the National Certification Committee for Acupuncture and Oriental Medicine lumps Blacks and Hispanics…who together comprise around 30% of the population in America…  into “other” tells us something about the multi-cultural disconnect in the profession.

•              Acupuncture non-profits and charity clinics – bandaids for a broken system. As a majority of new acupuncture graduates struggle to succeed in their practices many look for any opportunity to practice their skills, providing a constant supply of practitioners willing to volunteer in addiction treatment centers, or in military veteran stress clinics, etc. And while they often provide a much needed service, it does very little to remove the barriers to access facing the vast majority of people of color and working class Americans to getting affordable acupuncture. As Common Ground, an organization that formed in New Orleans after Katrina coined the phrase… “Solidarity, not Charity”. People don’t want hand outs that come with the power dynamic of superior elite condescending to help an unfortunate wretch.  In many of these “charity” clinics, one needs to prove how poor they are before being eligible to receive care. A bitter pill indeed.

•              I helped found a nonprofit called Acupuncturists Without Borders in 2005, after volunteering in post-Katrina New Orleans and was inspired by the opportunity to offer healing skills in a disaster setting. But after going to Haiti in February of this year (with a different organization), I came back to Seattle and spent a lot of time trying to understand the roots of the disaster and where my energies would be most effective to alleviate suffering on the planet. I realized that the root causes of disasters like the New Orleans flood, and the Haiti earthquake – is not simply the weather, or the shifting of tectonic plates beneath the Earth, but the poverty and social oppression which set up the conditions for those disasters to happen.  So this is what we need to fight against, and this will take time, to bring about a society in which all of its members share equally in the basic requisites of a happy, and healthy life. To accomplish that, we need  to organize at the local level, connect with one’s community and to create and support  innovative solutions which change the system, which is the mission of the Community Acupuncture Network.

•              Profit motive (greed). Finally, there is that cherished cornerstone of the American economic system – capitalism, or the profit-motive. As planet Earth teeters under the environmental load of 7 billion humans all fighting for the biggest share of pie, the irrationality of this system should by now be seriously in question by everyone. Not surprisingly, because the media is in the hands of a few people, much smoke and mirrors are still being used to confuse the basic issues of social equity.  For many years, acupuncture schools have used a combination of easy access to Federal student loan money and unrealistic promises to graduates in order to enrich themselves. Right now, the Dept. of Education is conducting a review of these abuses by all colleges, and the comment period on the DOE website is open until September 9. Again, this limits access to acupuncture by making it a very expensive medicine, resulting in higher costs to the consumer, and limiting practitioners to primarily whites,  based on pre-existing economic disparities.

Further limiting access to acupuncture is the fact that large corporations have a vested interest in maintaining the (allopathic/western medical) status quo. Stainless steel needles are super cheap…about two cents a piece, and,  nobody has figured out how to  patent the life force (chi), though many tyrants and dictators have tried. Pharmaceuticals are ridiculously expensive by comparison and it is no secret that in many places of the world, millions of preventable deaths occur due to lack of affordability to medicine.  Therefore, because there are no huge profits to be made in acupuncture in its traditional community context, it is dismissed as quackery. Much of the so-called scientific research in medicine is funded by large drug manufacturers who have a direct interest in promoting their products. Further biasing the so called “evidence based care” is the revolving door employment between government and industry medical elites. It’s a vicious and insane system – many of the  root causes of disease –  toxic wastes,  poisons in our food and water, and the mental stress and trauma which arises out of oppression, are a direct result of the corporate system which sells us the pills to alleviate (but not cure) those problems.

•              So this is just a brief summary of some of the ways in which the healing power of acupuncture as a potential low cost solution for the current failing health care system, has been marginalized by the institutionally racist and classist forces within American culture.

The Solution:  The medicine to heal this is compassion, altruism, and community action.

COMMUNITY ACUPUNCTURE NETWORK (CAN)

•              Founded in 2006 by a group of acupuncturists in Portland, OR who started “Working Class Acupuncture”.

•              Mission Statement: Community Acupuncture Network (CAN) is a nonprofit organization of practitioners, patients, and supporters whose goal is to make acupuncture more affordable and accessible by promoting the practice of offering acupuncture in community settings for a sliding scale ranging within $15-40 a treatment.

•              150+  member clinics in U.S. and internationally.

•              CAN is politically active to challenge the dysfunctional institutionally racist and classist policies of the acupuncture bureaucracy.

•              Community Acupuncture training workshops explore diversity awareness as an integral feature of the curriculum.

•              Excellent article profiling CAN in Yes Magazine 2008.

•              Website: www.communityacupuncturenetwork.org

•            7  member clinics in Seattle. West Seattle, Beacon Hill, Columbia City, Capitol Hill, Fremont, Northgate and Shoreline.

•              Promotes community building by creating a treatment space that connects people to the powerful life energy (Chi, pronounced Chee) uniquely available in a group healing environment.

Healing the World – Ending Racism

Tuesday, August 24th, 2010

Wisdom of the Elders

I had a lovely conversation in the hallway with a Native American man who has an art studio next to my clinic. I had always wanted to get to know him better, but for some reason, I was always too busy to make it happen. Three and half years of being busy. And besides, I’ve smiled at him and said hello, how come he hasn’t stopped to get to know me?  Such is the dimly noticed chatter running through my white race conditioned mind.  But when you think about it, we are guests. My ancestors first came here in the 1600s – perhaps 12 or 15 generations ago – with the Dutch colonization of upstate New York.  His people have been here at least 10,000 years….or about 500 generations. Right! Like I said, we whites are guests here. And the polite thing to do when you are a guest – especially the descendant of conqueror guests – is to take an honest look at history and with renewed humility, act like a guest (instead of a conqueror).

More precisely, the great empire of America is teetering on the precipice of collapse…our economic system which holds as sacred personal profit, has resulted in such environmental plunder, that Planet Earth is in intensive care, and we continue to mortgage our children’s future on dead ends like “military diplomacy” (perhaps an oxymoron). We’ve made a mess of things and if we want to turn it around, we’d do well to listen to the wisdom of a culture that has been here for 10,000 years – even though nearly beaten into extinction. Well, that wasn’t what I set out to write about exactly, but it’s been six weeks since I blogged so I needed to put that out there straight away in order to set my conscience at ease.

Institutional racism is still a hidden evil among us. Why should that concern you? Well, for a more dynamic answer to that question, please consider attending the Seattle Race Conference this weekend. I’ll be giving a presentation there on how institutional racism manifests in my (very white) profession of acupuncture and what I and others are doing to fight and dismantle that. (My presentation is at 245pm in Rainier Hall, Room 210, South Seattle Community College). The short answer is this:

Chinese medicine, and many wisdom teachings such as the First People of Turtle Island (what we call North America) understand that all things live in a delicate balance. All life is part of an integrated, interdependent, mutually reinforcing whole. Therefore, whatever injustice or suffering befalls one person, one living being, on the circle of life, affects us all. Because institutional injustices are allowed to continue, conflicts arise, and these have wide repercussions. Okay, that sounds suitably vague such that if you dear reader consider yourself a person of good fortune, with all your needs and desires taken care of – your kids in a good school, your mortgage paid off, or being paid off, etc. etc. What’s the big deal? Why should you care? Because…and this may take some time to see clearly….until you connect with the struggles of the people around you…until you open to all life on the planet…to understand your, our, higher purpose, of bringing compassion to this planet, to help end the suffering for all, then you are living in a box. Yes, pretty strong words, but I say them knowing that most of the time, I am in the box too.

Time for another segue. Come to the conference if you can. Or at least, do something to see the box and start dismantling it. On a related note…back to my talk…the acupuncture profession has its share of dirty laundry. One of them is that acupuncture colleges in America have long milked the federal government (and your tax dollars), taking advantage of lenient policies to access federal student loan money, which, when combined with extremely unrealistic promises of six figure incomes for graduates, has corrupted our profession in so many ways. It’s time to change the system, and this is one place to start. Please consider submitting a comment to the Department of Education’s website on or before September 9, as they are investigating these abusive practices. Look for the little blue link “Submit Comment” in the upper right portion of the page. Here’s the link to get you there: DOE – Comment on unethical practices at acupuncture colleges.

Thanks, you are awesome – especially when you step outside the box!

Report from a White Person at the Undoing Institutional Racism Conference

Tuesday, May 11th, 2010

On April 22-23, I attended an Undoing Institutional Racism Conference organized by People’s Institute Northwest and held at the Casey Family Services office in the Central District of Seattle.

Why am I sharing this here in my monthly patient newsletter? As an acupuncturist, I focus on supporting people’s health and well being, using the time proven techniques of Chinese medicine. Health is an extremely broad subject though. The health of the individual and that of the society are intricately interwoven.

Western culture in general is obsessed with physical health. America develops some of the best athletes in the world, and our school systems place a high priority on physical education – sports, competition, and fitness. If only we placed the same emphasis on community health. Indeed, we are beginning to awaken to the urgent epiphany that our shared world of 7 billion humans is one family.

When billions live in shanty towns, without the basic requisites of life, not even the rich man in his gilded mansion on the hill, with all his fabulous toys and jet setting adventures can be happy. Although wealth is idolized by our media (which is owned by an increasingly small number of large corporations), and the profit motive of so-called “free” markets defines the economic status quo, there is a higher eternal law expressed in many religious faiths –the golden rule or ethic or reciprocity.

Stated differently – wealth, privilege, and power, are often amassed over generations. Therefore, we inherit the ethical transgressions of our ancestors. This does not mean white people are evil for inheriting wealth or for having advantages that people of color do not. It simply means that knowledge of injustice implies responsibility to bring justice, to fight for equity, and to dismantle preferential codes of power and privilege. Impossible you say? Certainly, if you sit and do nothing, you may indeed arrive at your self-fulfilling prophecy.

After returning from my volunteer mission to Haiti, it became clear to me that poverty and social injustice are more deadly in the long run, than any natural disaster. Poverty and social injustice arise when one group maintains artificial and unjust privilege over another, through force, artifice, and invisibly, through social conditioning.

Although social oppression and class stratification is probably older than the human species, somewhere around 500 years ago, a particularly heinous chapter opened with the onset of the trans-Atlantic slave trade. What followed is detailed in Howard Zinn’s classic – “A People’s History of the United States”.

Skipping ahead to the 20th century, although the Civil Rights Act of 1964 legally ended racial apartheid in the United States, nearly 50 years later, we have yet to fulfill the promise of that landmark legislation. A 2005 Justice Department report found that 60 percent of state and federal prison inmates were black or Hispanic. An African American male is roughly eight times more likely to be incarcerated than a white male. According to an AP report, nearly half of the nation’s murder victims in 2005 were black, and the number of black men who were slain is on the rise. A majority of the black murder victims were relatively young — between 17 and 29.

Similar racial disproportionalities to the disadvantage of people of color are found when comparing socio-economic variables such as representation in positions of power, family income, unemployment rate, education, exposure to toxic wastes, cancer rates, and one can reasonably imagine, many other categories of analysis. This is the legacy of institutional racism in short and it is still very much alive today.

The pinnacle of power and privilege in the modern world – with but a few notable exceptions – is the white male. How disappointing and sobering it was then, when I looked around at the faces in the room at the conference to find that women were by far the majority, with white women outnumbering women of color by a significant margin. Not including the facilitators, there were two males of color, three white males, and I was the only white male not required to be there by an employer. And that is the essence of why my conscience compels me to speak out. Knowledge brings responsibility.

While many people count themselves as liberal, open minded, unprejudiced individuals, unless unearned privilege is addressed, a racialized society will never heal itself. It is not enough for white people to spend a few weeks volunteering in a third world country. It is not enough merely to socialize with friends of another race, to sign a petition against racist immigration laws, or to have voted for President Obama. The evil of racism is
multigenerational and it burrows deep into our social institutions – like a virus in the blood stream. In case I haven’t been clear, we aren’t talking about mere social prejudice – backstage “jokes”, cross burnings, and race hate. Those are only the gross manifestations of a system of oppression which does not change unless it is recognized and systematically removed.

Superficial treatments alleviate the symptoms but mask the deeper disease. This is not about self-recrimination, blame, finger pointing, or one-upmanship. It’s about identifying the elephant in the room – racial inequality and white privilege – and committing ourselves to doing the work of honest reflection and engaging in actions in support of racial equity. Along the way, we also need to support gender equity, sexual orientation
equity, religious equity, age equity, ability equity, and I’ll even go out on a Buddhist limb here and say ecological/trans-species equity.

This is not easy work, as one of my white friends has shared with me. It takes time and often brings up conflicts we’d rather shy away from. The payoff? A chance to save humanity from self-destruction. A chance to clear our conscience of past injustices performed by our ancestors. A chance for all children to survive, let alone thrive, in a peaceful world. With so many complex problems and conflicts – climate change, militarism, the current economic depression – facing our society and planet now, meaningful attempts to solve them will require of us an unprecedented level of
cooperation and mutual respect.

The training is based on the premise that racism has been systematically erected and that it can be “undone” if people understand where it comes from, how it functions and why it is perpetuated. This workshop is offered by The People’s Institute for Survival and Beyond, a national multiracial, antiracist collective of veteran organizers and educators
dedicated to building an effective movement for social change.

The People ’s Institute was founded in 1980, has trained thousands of people in hundreds of communities throughout the United States, and is recognized nationally for the quality of its training. The workshop addresses the following areas: Analyzing Power – Effective organizing requires accurate analysis. Analysis includes the systems that keep racism in place. The training examines why people are poor, how institutions and organizations perpetuate the imbalance of power, and who is responsible for maintaining the status quo.

Defining Racism – In order to undo racism, it must be understood. Organizers and educators who intend to build effective coalitions need to be very clear about what racism is and what it is not in order to avoid serious strategic and tactical errors. Understanding the Manifestations of Racism – Racism operates in more than just individual and institutional settings. The dynamics of cultural racism, linguistic racism, and militarism as applied racism are examined.

Learning from History – Racism has distorted, suppressed and denied the histories of people of color and white people as well. A correct knowledge of history is a necessary organizing tool as well as a source of personal and collective empowerment. Sharing Culture – One of the most effective methods of oppression is to deny a people its history and culture. The training process strongly emphasizes “cultural sharing” as a critical organizing tool.

Organizing to Undo Racism – How can communities achieve concrete results in dismantling the structures of racism? The principles of effective organizing, the process of community empowerment, the techniques of effective strategizing and the internal dynamics of leadership development are explored.

In two days, we barely touched on the mind boggling scope of the problem, or the blessed possibilities of the solution. Now, the real work begins. If you are interested in attending a workshop with the People’s Institute Northwest, upcoming trainings in Seattle will be held July 22-23, Sept. 30-Oct. 1, and Dec.9-10. For more information, you may contact them at 206.938.1023, or email: pinwseattle@yahoo.com

From Haiti to Seattle – Spring Musings

Friday, April 16th, 2010

I traveled to Haiti recently, as part of a medical relief mission in the aftermath of the January 12 earthquake.  I offered acupuncture to about 140 Haitians in 7 days, held two very cute babies in my arms, saw a lot of malnutrition, hunger and thirst, took hundreds of photographs of collapsed buildings, shanty towns, and abysmal poverty, made a lot of new friends, and then suddenly it was time to come home and attempt to make sense of my experience. Little did I know that it would lead me to become more involved in my own community here in Seattle.

Woman in Haiti

Woman carrying goods - Haiti

In the days and weeks after arriving home, my mind struggled with seemingly unanswerable questions, compounded by a big dose of culture shock: Where did the suffering of Haiti start? What role can I play in supporting the ongoing healing of a battered nation from my seemingly isolated existence in the Pacific Northwest? How should I respond when people ask me, often quite casually, “how was your trip?”  The more I reflected on the roots of the disaster, the more I realize that the shifting Earth is only one causal nexus. The real disaster is poverty and social injustice and that, unfortunately, is an ongoing global disaster since the dawn of humanity.  With proper building codes and applied human intelligence, the death total would have been a small fraction of what it was. Even now, the disaster continues to unfold into further misery – a million people living under tarps, threatened by rains and hurricanes.

Alas, such a shame. And I could simply choose to leave it at that, hop on my plane, return to my privileged existence, and feel good about the time and resources I donated to a good cause. The next disaster will shift our focus elsewhere, and all of us can pour out our compassion and pocketbooks once again, ever keeping a safe distance from the gritty humanitarian issues.

Sometimes it seems that our culture lives somewhere between one crisis and the next. Certainly my own life is no different.  Upon returning, it was time to attend to the daily comings and goings at CommuniChi, catch up with family and friends, swimming lessons twice a week with my daughter, and a myriad of life details, and personal plans.  The vividness and shocking power of my time in the disaster zone faded quickly. Had I learned anything? Had I connected with any deep vision of healing the planet? Was I a changed human being? Or was I merely playing a conditioned role of first world hero, a vicarious tourist, intruding on people’s misery?

Waiting for water in front of the Presidential Palace

The more I engaged in such self-reflection, the more I actively searched for a way to carry this experience forward without merely enshrining it in a list of “good-deeds-I-have-done-in-my-life”.  I got involved in Social Inclusion work at my daughter’s school. I started reading about White Privilege, and signed up for a two day conference on Unlearning Racism through People‘s Institute Northwest.  I talked about Haiti with everyone I met, stayed connected with the medical team that I served with, checking in frequently with a friend who was having trouble re-entering her old life.  I remembered to give thanks often – for clean water, air, nourishing food, good health, access to health care, meaningful work, sunshine, hope, smiles on children’s faces.

I followed Haiti in the news, looked at the pictures of the rubble, and remembered the faces of the people that still remain homeless, lacking the basic necessities of life, not forgetting them in my prayers. Three months later, little has changed for millions in Haiti, but the world has largely moved on. Earthquakes in Chile, Mexico, China, and a volcano in Iceland have all occurred in rapid succession. Haiti is old news.
The world is in trouble. Nature is under assault everywhere and many scientists agree that we are in a period of mass extinctions. Our atmosphere is heating up. Our global consumption patterns are unsustainable.  Pollution, poverty, economic volatility, war, terrorism, inner city violence – all of these are on the rise.   Will humans survive for more than another century? Now, more than ever, there is an urgent need for a new level of cooperation in the world, transcending all of our perceived differences.  I often reflect on Margaret Mead’s famous quote about what “a small group of thoughtful people” can do to effect positive change.

Individual intentions and actions do matter, even the seemingly mundane actions we do repeatedly. Brushing one’s teeth, as Thich Nhat Hanh has written, can be an act of worship.  Although the trip to Haiti was a sobering reminder of that for me, I pray that I do not waste a single opportunity to connect my deeds and intentions in healing my local community – whether that takes the form of involvement at my daughter’s school, listening to someone – stranger or friend, share their sadness or pain, spending a few extra bucks on my trip to the grocery store in order to place a can of soup into the food bank collection box, going the extra mile to help a friend, a parent, a patient, or even an earthworm struggling to cross the road in search of a patch of green grass.

Woman nursing in shanty town - Haiti

We, and our actions, are all connected. Happy Spring!